Looking at Me

I think in the very first moments of meeting someone you should be 100% honest and 100% yourself because it is a very hard act to keep up if you are not. I guess there are exceptions if you are the devil in carnate. However, if you are genuinely a good person, why not? Be proud of who you are and don't be afraid of not being accepted, because people appreciate honesty. I love those few moments of showing the person i am off; like a singer on a stage, standing there baring their soul to the world. I guess that is what writing is all about. A writer's best work is pain and ecstacy they feel.

I know at this present moment my best work is about my travels and the pain of not being with the person I love (regardless of circumstances). I am not going to post any of my previous writing; this is my clean slate, my new start. I am studying Journalism and i am into my second year of University. I love it, and i was so sure i wouldn't like university and yet now i cannot invision life without it. I know i won't always be studying but at this point in my life i am doing exactly what i should be doing.

I kept a previous blog on this site for university and was inspired today reading a friend of a friends blog on this website and i decided tonight was the night.

My heart is pounding in my chest at this present moment, i am on edge because of a earlier conversation with my best mates mother. I am a very trusting person, i will even go as far as saying naive to the possible dangers and circumstances i could be taken advantage of. But how i see it, I see the best in people and i like that quality about myself. I choose to believe everyone has good in them and that the universe will prevail with the protection i need. I sound like a young girl, a child even. However i am twenty one and i have seen a bit of what the world has to offer and because i have been naive to some things i got to have so many incredible experiences (not all good) but an untrusting and paranoid person may not have experienced them.

I did not know how this blog would turn out, and i am not sure of what my next one will be about but i guess time will tell and i am looking forward to that moment when i sit down at my lap top and feel the urge to log on to my page and write my thoughts, feelings and experiences. So until next time, love and light.